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The cannonball referred to in "Cannonball Viz" is of the off-the-diving-board into the pool splash-causing variety. In the bridge, there's a kind of therapeutic visualization in which I do a cannonball off the high dive into the swimming pool of my own unspoken anger and unexpressed sorrow, a symbolic owning of it all, I guess.

That visualization—"viz," could also mean "example"—is the Viz part of the song title. An artful extravagance, the song title. It probably should have just been called "Jokes."

I love jokes, of course. Make 'em all the time. Still. But, I was shocked the first time I heard that joking belongs in the "aggressive acts" category of human behavior. Makes sense, though. We know smiles are acts of submission in the primate world, after all. So really, loving comedy and being a boxing fan isn't terribly different.

Small note: the "Country Club Hills of my mind," I refer to is a swimming pool my family used to go to in Virginia when I was a kid. Now insiders know that I spent far more years being a member of Cardinal Hills, than Country Club Hills, but the difference is that I was way young when a member of Country Club Hills, and so had never gone off the terrifying high high dive. Cardinal Hills' high dive, I did that one a lot, as I was older. The act of cannonballing off the Country Club Hills high dive, therefore, was not a part of an actual memory, and so much better for this particular visualization.

We did wear Speedos then, too. Everybody did. My whole family was on the swim team, and that was the uniform. Tiny little banana hammocks, and we thought nothing of it. Seems strange now, huh?

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"Cannonball Viz"
[vonHummer]

I suffer from an anger that won’t speak, I’m subject to a sorrow neatly contained, and my life is colored by their ruddy stain, but no one knows, cos I’ve covered this pain

with jokes, fanciful conversations and jokes, beautiful smiles and jokes, friendly considerations, here and there a word of encouragement and hope, and has it helped me one iota? Nope.

I suffer from an anger no one can see (who has a sorrow of their own to contain,) and so I assume that you’re likewise stained, but no one knows, cos you cover yourself

with jokes, fanciful conversations and jokes, beautiful smiles and jokes, friendly considerations, here and there a word of encouragement and hope, and has it helped you one iota? Nope.

So now, in the Country Club Hills of my mind, up the high dive, in a Speedo I go, and the joke’s on me this time, cos the pool is filled with unexpressed anger and the pool is filled with camouflaged sorrow as I cannonball into a new tomorrow, just for me: free

from jokes, fanciful conversations and jokes, beautiful smiles and jokes, friendly considerations, here and there a word of encouragement and hope, which never helped me one iota, nope.

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from The Lobster Lies Down on Bourbon Street, released March 17, 2002
Bass drone, high guitar drone and vocals by vonHummer. Produced by Clark Kent for Therisno Records.

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vonHummer Portland, Oregon

vonHummer is a Portland music/cable access legend whose career spanned from Fall of 2001 to Fall of 2011, during which he recorded a hundred or so songs for use in his absurdist show (and feature film) and played only a handful of concerts. Currently retired, his work shines on for the ages. Or will he someday return...? ... more

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